what is there in life
It's been a while since the last post, or should I say unnecessary rant.
Klaroline reference because I've missed seeing them together in a scene.
This is my first post after the new school term has started. Honestly speaking, I kinda have a love-hate relationship with the current timetable. Whatever, I'm gonna get used to it anyway. Thank goodness I'm able to cope with the new modules this time round. In other news, I've volunteered to be the class rep for this semester, probably because I needed the points and because it's an easy job. Plus, I believe some individuals can't mess with me now (I hope so)
Currently, it's home based learning and year two and three students are supposed to stay at home and complete their assignments. We are given a week off after three weeks of school and technically, we are supposed to be happy about the extra holiday. I thought it was a good thing at first, but oh hell I'd rather go to school regularly and complete my work at school because I'm so distracted at home. Not that I'm distracted at school, but the probability of me procrastinating at home compared to at school is so darn high. Also, the school has given us a schedule for us to follow and we are only allowed access to the learning platform on certain days. Two days to complete six/seven modules? I'm just hoping that I can get all of it done and over with. I want to gO BACK TO SCHOOOOOOL.
I discovered something about poly life after being here for a while.
Poly life sucks so bad. It's lonely as hell and it takes up so much time. Personally, I feel that even when I'm surrounded by my classmates, I still do feel alone inside and knowing that I have nothing to go back to sucks. It's different if you're someone who is an active member of your cca or have a boyfriend/girlfriend. Not like it's good to rush things like relationship or anything, but it must feel good having something else occupying your life other than school and family. It has always been the same routine; wake up, school, go home, homework, sleep and the cycle repeats. I'd really want to have more friends but it feels like it's so darn difficult to make new ones. If it's so difficult making a new friend, getting a boyfriend would be a hundred times worse. Nevertheless, I am very contented with the group of friends that I have now. It may be little, but I'm sure as time goes by, more people will come soon. If it weren't for Kai, I would have suffered so much in class alone. I guess it's vice versa for the both of us. I'd probably suffer more because I hate being alone in an unfamiliar environment.
Sigh, school is supposed to be a fun place where learning takes place and it's a platform to form new bonds with people. I am already halfway there, I might as well cherish it before the next stage comes. Why do I feel so sad when I talk about school hahaha I wish my school life was a lil bit better.
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