Hello there.
I've got a question. Is it really difficult for someone to stay loyal when they are in a relationship?
Correct me if I'm wrong, but it probably took so much time just to get to know your other half on a personal level and knowing his/her likes, dislikes, personality and all that stuff. So why do you even bother being interested in another girl when you are in a relationship?

I don't get why guys, in particular, would be able to think about someone else when they're attached to another girl. They'd be going around telling their girlfriend about this girl they're eyecandying about. Be in the girlfriend's shoes for a moment. Do you really want to listen to your boyfriend showing admiration towards this girl? The girlfriend would then feel insecure about herself, and she'll be worrying about little things. Worse, she'll be stalking this poor little girl's social media, in hopes of seeing any signs of flirtation made by your boyfriend dearest. Slowly, her trust for her boyfriend wears off and shit happens. Some may say that at the end of the day, the only person he'll be thinking about is his girlfriend, so it doesn't matter if he's thinking about someone else for the rest of his hours but are you really sure? Even if you're crushing on someone, don't tell your girlfriend. Just keep it to yourself.

If you really love your other half, you wouldn't bear to cheat on them with another person, right?
Is it really that difficult to be open with your girlfriend/boyfriend?

If it was me, I wouldn't want to be in a relationship where I'm thinking about my boyfriend and his well being when he's thinking about another girl and not me. And there's one more thing I can't understand. How do people get into another relationship just after breaking up? Like is it really important to be in a relationship or else you'd die of singleness??? (i just made up a word guys wow)

How can you hop to another person weeks, or even days, after you've broken up with your ex? If there's something I admire about people like you, I must applaud you being so strong willed. I was an emotional wreck after my last relationship and I swore not to be in a relationship with guys who aren't serious with me. It took me so long to change my mindset from "Why'd you break my heart" to "fuck you, you're the one who lost a diamond".

okay I guess I'm done with my rant. I just wonder why people do this, that's all.

x

hello there.
As I lay on my bed, staring at the white ceiling on top of me, I can't help but think about my family. I really do love my family from the bottom of my heart. If there was another word stronger than love, I would use it to describe my love for my family. I may have lost the most important person responsible for all the beautiful memories I made as a child, my role model, my companion, my dear grandfather. I really do wish he is still with us, celebrating birthdays with us as a family.

But I know you're at a better place and you're looking at me from above. It's been thirteen years since he passed on.  I wonder how it'll feel like if he was actually here, being there for me when I brought back my o level results, or how he would have been when I got posted to my dream polytechnic.
okay enough of being sentimental, I guess I really do miss him so much. well what can i say? I'd always spend my evening taking bus rides with him to his favourite barber shop and also follow him everywhere he goes. It's just sad knowing that time passed so quickly.



I realised that I don't show my affection that well to my family members (but I do show my emotions very well, beware) hahaha and there's this particular person I have some trouble showing my affection to and it's my handsome dad, probably because he's the only man in the house and he's also the type of person who doesn't shows his affection well. < where I got it from

I've always been noticing people and I've got to say, my dad does show his affection silently, without saying it. His "I love you"s goes from bringing us to places, buying essentials, reminding us to be healthy and treating us ridiculously-priced beverages even though he doesn't like the taste of it. He's out working in the morning and the nights are for him to relax after a tiring and grueling day at work. He's been working so hard to be able to support the family and I can't thank him enough for all these years. Introducing me to the world of technology at a young age, I can still remember the first time I got my own desktop computer at the age of 5. All the troubles he had to go through just to see smiles on our faces.

If you came across this post dad, I just want to say that I really do love you. I may not be the best at showing you but please do know that I really do. & thank you for everything



x

Hello there lovely one.

Hello there.
I believe this post has been long overdue.
The past week has been heartbreaking, tiring and draining; emotionally, mentally and physically.
I haven't had the time to sit down and pour my feelings here.
I really do not know where to start, honestly speaking.

I'd never thought that an activity so carefree would result to this very serious matter. I'd never thought that I'll have to introduce myself, a stranger to her eyes, as her best friend. I'd never thought that the five of us would sit in front of her, polaroids sprawled on the floor, putting on brave faces.  I'd never thought it would result in sleepless nights. Expect the unexpected, they say.

I stay strong to the quote "Everything happens for a reason", so I do believe there is a silver lining behind this. To my dear friend, please hang on. Even if you fall, you have five pairs of arms that'll support you from below. Love you.

x