Never did I thought that I'd be blogging up till now actually. 

Back in 2009, blogging was like the in thing and those who had it were like super cool (at least what I thought) and they'd all be hitting each other's cbox to link their damn url at their friends blogs - what wonderful times. I've had a few blogs ever since I started blogging 7 years ago but this one stayed the longest with me. 

2015 has been one of the best years of my life and I am super thankful for that. I am definitely glad that my family members and closest friends are in pink of health and I can't ask for more than that. Turning 19  made me realise something. The truest friends are the ones who are there for you in both good and bad times. People will come and go and that is part and parcel of life. I can't stop to think about how grateful I am to my friends who have stayed by me throughout good times and bad times. I hope that you'll stay by me throughout the coming years, you guys know who you are. I'm pretty sure 2015 has been a great year for two of my closest best friends too and I'm super happy for them and their you-know-whos. I've also learnt to love myself more and learnt to take in negative vibes and change it into motivation. Trust me, I had so much trouble in the past when someone decides to ruin my day with a rude comment. I'd be so annoyed by that snarky little comment and it'll bring me nowhere. I pretty much ignore comments like that or come out with better comebacks to shut them bitches up. I believe that loving myself was the highlight of 2015 because many opportunities came to me after I fully loved all of my strengths, weaknesses, and insecurities. 

Year three is indeed a very stressful year - final year project & internship. I felt that my group and I were just unfortunate to get a demanding client who does not know anything about our line of work and also unfortunate to be sharing the same project with another group, hence the comparison between both groups and also favoritism. Nevertheless, I am very glad that all of my friends and I cleared all of our modules and its safe to say that we've successfully completed our poly life. Am missing the four of them real badly :-( Internship has been really great to me, as I've told in my previous entries. As much as I love my workplace, I can't wait for internship to end because I feel like it's been draining me real bad. 

2015 is also a year for many firsts - the most important ones being my very first official shoot and my very first jewelry sponsorship. Still can't forget my excitement when I was chosen to be one of the models for @happyvibesofficial! It was such an unforgettable experience, meeting the beautiful girls and trying out beautiful clothes. I must admit, I was a nervous wreck on that day because everyone was too gorgeous to begin with and it's my very first time being alone in a totally different environment. Since it was my very first shoot, I didn't really know what to expect in terms of modelling and I'm glad to say that I've learnt quite a lot during those few hours with them. I'd definitely want to model again in the future because it's such a wonderful experience. Have I told you guys that when I was younger, I aspired to be a model? Well, now you know ;-) 

Also, I realised this year that miracles do happen. I'm genuinely happy with everything in my life right now and words can't express how I exactly feel. I'm excited for this new adventure I'm gonna have in 2016 and I'm very glad to be sharing that same experience. I'm hoping that 2016 will be a year for many more new beginnings and I've been planning some stuffs that hopefully I'll be confident in doing in 2016.

Have a happy new year everyone and I hope that just like any other year, 2016 will be a life-changing one for all of you :-) you can read my previous "end of year" post here: x

Love, haz