It's my third time doing this end of year post and I truly am happy.

Hey yall welcome back to this space.
I was meaning to type out this post last Sunday but was too tired to do so and only able to do this tonight. Last week was by far the most jam-packed week ever; with so many plans on the same week back to back, I couldn't help but feel super exhausted by the time Monday came. This week was hell too, because it was the last week of work for 2015 and we had to rush a lot of stuffs. Trust me, it was the most stressful four days ever but it was worth it because the holidays are finally here!

Last weekend was great because I finally got to spend time with my favourite people. On Saturday, I went to Gardens by the Bay, followed by dinner at my boss's place and ending the night by sending my beloved sister off for umrah. Yes, three activities in 24 hours. By the time I went home, I was extremely tired and went to bed easily.

It was my very first trip to Gardens by the Bay and I was really excited to be there because it's been so long since this opening (I think like 3 years? 4 years?) and being there with the best company made it so much more memorable. We arrived Bayfront at noon and went walking around shoppes @ marina bay sands because it was pretty early and we wanted to look at the beautiful mall. And damn right, there were so many high-end stores there and I can't help but gawk at all the stores while we were strolling around the mall. I felt rich walking there because I see all the popular high-end stores. There's Moschino too!!!!! Only god knows how bad I was holding my feelings in when I saw Moschino. But being there made me excited because I can't wait for the day that I'll be able to purchase clothes from those designer brands! We didn't really know where to go after walking inside the mall for a while, so we went straight to the gardens.

Thank goodness I had my very own personal tour guide and we slowly made our way. We took quite a while to get there but once we took the lift up, it was worth it. The view was amazing, breathtaking. It was a pretty sunny day and the wind was string so my hair was flying everywhere. There were so many tourists taking photographs of themselves with the flyer as their backdrop. At first, our sole purpose was to complete a full round of the garden. We thought it'll be easy as it was easy to differentiate the stops, but oh boy, how wrong we were.

Before we started our adventure, I commented that it'll be stupid to get lost in a huge place like this. And guess what....we got lost twice in a span of two hours. We only realised it when we were walking the same direction as before. What's worse was it happened to be the most hottest time ever and we were sweating so bad and the both of us didn't bring any caps or sunnies so we had to sheild out eyes every time we walked. Also to add to the list of do-nots, we forgot to take a copy of the map and only used our navigation skills to get us through the place. We went to Satay by the Bay to get some ice cream because the heat was un-bear-able. After that short break, we continued our journey and walked as far as our legs could bring us. We landed at Marina Barrage and it was deserted as ever. It used to be a really busy place, people having picnics and all but all we saw were constructions. After realising that we were lost, we immediately went to the ticketing booth and grabbed the map in case of emergencies (a.k.a. getting lost again) We managed to venture other parts of the garden and the view was beautiful despite the shitty weather, but I'm thankful that it didn't rain at all because that would have sucked so much more. I'm pretty sure we were done by 3pm.

All those walking made my legs weak so we found a resting area under this big ass fan and spent our time talking. I had to leave for dinner at 6pm & we didn't really had much planned because we thought that we'd be spending all our time here. Since we had quite a lot of time left, we made our way to orchard to explore and window shop. Literally like #exploresingapore. Along the way, we went inside shoppes again and I went crazy when I saw the DC Cafe and started jumping like a little girl the moment I saw Nightwing on the cafe's banner. I just had to enter the store because of the merchandises. Sad that they didn't carry a lot of nightwing merch but there was this huge batmobile and life-sized figurines of Batman and Catwoman. Pretty much after this, all we did was mall-hopping and we also went in the library at orchard! It was a pretty sight, but it was too quiet and we couldn't bear the silence so we went out the moment we saw the exit. Funny me, I only realised that I didn't take any photos at gardens by the bay only after resting. Hopefully the next time I go there, I'll remember to capture the moments, instead of capturing it with my own eyes :-)

Said goodbye to my cute little ball of sunshine and made my way to meet Yi Jing to the boss's place. It took us quite a while to get there because we got lost (yes again) but thankfully a nice security guard helped us along the way. We bumped into two of our colleagues, Don & Janet and we went up together. Apparently, it's their first time there too and they were as clueless as we were. When we arrived, a few of our colleagues already started drinking and engaged in small talk. While waiting for the rest to come,  we played a round of introduction and I got to know more about my colleagues. It was nice to sit around and listen to them share their previous work experiences before joining the company. We then had dinner - Indian and Thai food. I was so touched by the boss & his wife's gesture when they told me that they bought halal food and told me that I'm able to eat everything. So thankful to get understanding colleagues. I had to leave after dinner because I needed to rush to the airport to send Azzah off, so I excused myself and left the place.

Everyone of Azzah's closest family members were there, and it was a nice sight to see. Everyone was really happy and they were snapping lots of pictures before their flight. I did snapped a lot of pictures too because I don't get to see all of them together.

I promised myself that I wouldn't cry when it was time for Azzah to go because trust me, airports and haz don't work well together. I cried every single time when I had to send someone off; my dad, my sister, nureen, nad and yana. So I didn't want to make a fool of myself that night. Thankfully I didn't and honestly, it felt funny because i'm not used to that. After sending her off, we headed back home and by the time we reached home, it was 3am and all I wanted to do was sleep.
Pretty lengthy huh? Thanks for staying with me until the end of the post.



Till the next one,
love haz x

Hey yall welcome back. I know I haven't posted any entries in the month of November, and I'm pretty sure most of you know the reason behind it. The reason being, I'm currently having my internship since 26 October and I have very little time for myself ever since work started. Trust me, I have had this post sitting in my draft since early November and I'm only re-writing it tonight ;')

Hey yall welcome back to my humble space. This time round, I have quite a number of things to share with yall so sit tight, this one's gonna be a long read.

Back in my last post, I mentioned about studying for finals, which were in fact manageable despite the lack of studying time. After finals ended, I couldn't really spend my holidays that well because I had these thoughts at the back of my head, "What if I failed one subject? Will I be able to graduate with the rest of my friends?" Of course, I tried to push those thoughts away but every once in a while, it came back to scare me. But recently, I received my results and thank heavens, I passed all of my current semester modules! Which only means something, I'm left with internship before I officially say goodbye to SP. Feeling kinda bittersweet because I wouldn't be meeting my friends everyday but then it'll be a new experience! 5 months alone wouldn't hurt that much, right?

Since we're talking about internship, I have also received my ITP placement and all those details about my internship. I'm actually feeling super stoked for internship but I guess I'll have to spend every second wisely before intern starts because from the looks of it, intern will be taking up lots of my beauty sleep.


I went to the beach last Sunday for kak hanis' 22nd birthday party at East Coast Park. She had invited her relatives and family friends to hang out and they booked a bbq pit. My mum was catching up with her secondary school mates because it's been a while since their last meetup together. Everyone there was socializing and had their own friends whatsoever but I kinda don't have anyone from the same age group so I was roaming around and stuff.

Best thing about having a birthday party at the beach is the beach. The sound of waves crashing, the strong winds, taking strolls on the shore. So, I dragged my sister and Nadra to the breakwater to relax. And of course we had to share our beautiful view on snapchat.


We stayed for a few hours before making our way back home. Definitely a tiring day, even though all I did there was eat eat eat and eat hehe. But one thing's for sure, I was able to let off some steam and it was therapeutic to be at the beach.

Yesterday, I went out with my favourite girls for bowling. We were supposed to meet our other bunch of friends but our plans with them got cancelled, so we just met each other. If I had to describe the day using one word, it'll definitely be this: shit. Our initial plan was to head over to SP for bowling and then grab dinner afterwards. But of course, our plan didn't go as planned.

We took the train to school when nurina suggested we alight one stop after Dover and take a bus there because she said it was closer to the building. If we were to alight at Dover, it would take us about ten minutes max to walk to the building but it was pretty hot and so we went on with the new plan. SP's pretty big and the plan was plausible. Furthermore, she just went bowling there and said she remembered the way and it's so much better than my way. This is when everything went downhill. We alighted at Buona Vista and nurina was searching for the bus stop. We went to the wrong bus stop and to go to the one opposite. There wasn't any overhead bridge so we had to take the longer route. Problem solved? NOPE

We took the bus and accidentaly missed our stop (probably because we didn't know where to stop) and alighted at Clementi HAHA we ended up cabbing to the destination. Problem solved? NOPE
Apparently, we should have called before even going there because the moment we stepped into the bowling alley, we realised that there was an event going on and the alleys will only be available after 7pm. Also, the guy over at the counter was super rude when we asked for any empty lanes tsk. We were so sad after knowing that our trip to school was pointless and we wasted so much time. Thankfully I did my research the previous night and had a few other places for us to bowl. We then settled for chevrons because it was the nearest one from our location. Lesson learnt: we called the place before heading to the place and thankfully there were empty lanes.

So we made our way out of that place. We were waiting for the bus when we realise that we've been waiting for quite a while for the bus to Clementi and I couldn't take waiting anymore and suggested to cab to Chevrons instead. After the taxi ride, we made our way to the alley and realised that nurina lost her mrt card! We called the taxi driver to ask whether she left her card there but he said it wasn't there :-( but thankfully all the bad things stopped there.



Once we started bowling, all of our negativity went away and we had so much fun bowling, if that wasn't obvious in all of our snapchats. So many things happened while bowling, like sajidah being caught on camera when she fell before she was about to bowl. I may have the video footage but it's okay, it's floating somewhere in the internet kekekeke. We bowled for about two hours before making our way to dinner. After much discussion, we headed to Mr Teh Tarik at the old jurong west because good food for cheap #brokeashell

Girls will be girls and we catch up on our lives over dinner and were so engrossed with our stories. The crowd started coming in and we had to move somewhere else because we were hogging the seats so we made our way to mac for desserts. As usual, time passed really quick whenever we meet each other but I'm so grateful that we'd finally meet. Times like this make me wonder what'll actually happen if all of us were in the same school..................I'll always have a great time with them, despite the shaky start to our morning. Laying in bed, snuggled between my bolsters in this weather, nursing the after effects of last night's intense bowling competition between myself, can't help but replay yesterday's highlights in my head.

Last but not least, I am excited to say that I was picked to shoot for happyvibesofficial on instagram, for their latest collection! They were finding for models, and I just tried for fun, thinking that they wouldn't choose me because let's be real, I don't have the stick figure model body. But that didn't stop me from joining because I've always had dreams of being a model back when I was younger. Most of my photos back when I was a little kiddo were full of different poses and I definitely knew how to work with the camera. Thankfully, I still had some decent poses as I got older oops. I am and still very grateful for the opportunity to shoot with other beautiful ladies and I hope that this'll open new doors for me.

Phew, I'm done with this post. That took me about two hours (minus the time where I got distracted finding for new themes) hehe I hope yall liked this lengthy post. Let me chill in my bed and continue where I left off from vampire diaries (and yes I re-watched the whole tv series)

short update: I almost forgot to mention another news! Last month, I received a sponsorship from ishopstudio on instagram! I was sent two beautiful necklaces of my choice and I'm super thrilled because I landed my very first sponsorship. This month is by far the best month (other than June) and I'm really thankful for that.

love, haz

Hello lovelies.
Just like I said in my previous entry, I'm finally here.
I'm done with my final year project, after two presentations and currently it's finals week.
Finals week also means holiday week because after I'm done with finals, it's time to partay yippee!!

It's 1:25am and I've just finished studying a few chapters for my examination on Thursday. It feels very funny to write notes and all because I don't quite remember the last time I wrote any notes for school, being an IT student and all. I figured it's a pretty good time to write an entry just because I am not that sleepy yet and I kinda want to.

Earlier on in the afternoon, I was talking to Nurina, Sajidah and Nadz about random things when suddenly the topic about the future came about. At first we were talking about it casually, but then the conversation became serious. It went from what will happen to us after graduating poly to having our own career to dating to getting married and building our own families.

I actually like talking about the future with friends because I really want to know how everyone see themselves in 5 years or 10 years down the road. I talked to Kai, Nina and Nini about the future too and it's very entertaining to listen to their fantasies and goals. One time, Nini said she might turn out a cat lady (p.s. she hates cats) and it cracked me up real bad.

Have you ever wondered what it'll be like 5 years down the road? Have you ever thought of the guy/girl you'd be dating in the future? Or have you thought of the position you'd want to be by the time you turn 25? It's nervewrecking just how fast time flies.

I'm only 19 but after graduating next year god willing, I'll be facing the cruel real world, have to shoulder more responsibilities, and meet more people (good and bad). What happened to all the time that I lost back in secondary school? It felt like I applied to my dream polytechnic yesterday, but now I'm already going for internship. I wished I spent more time exploring myself or taking up sports that I really wanted to (like wakeboarding or skating)

Okay enough with the serious topic, goes to show the things I think about at 1:49 when I'm supposed to be sleeping kekeke. Hopefully yall are having lots of fun during the holidays and for those who are currently burning the midnight oil for finals, press on!
and also for those who are having those bad late night thoughts, it's only a bad day, not a bad life. Go out, hang out with your friends and have lots of fun. Friends are instant mood-changer, trust me on that.

goodnight x

Hello everyone, I know it's been a darn long time since the last post and I'm not gonna apologise like I always do for the lack of updates because honestly, I've been extremely busy with school especially final year project. I hardly even have any time for myself these few weeks.
I may have been inactive here, but I've been posting my updates on my dayre. I figured it's a little bit easier to post my entries when I'm too lazy to switch on my laptop or when I just felt like writing something.
Quite a number of stuffs happened while I was away, so let me share with you (in chronological order, I hope):

1. My Nineteenth Birthday (and things that happened during that week)






As you all know, I turned 19 on the 14th June. The week of my birthday was by far the most busiest week ever. I celebrated my birthday with different groups of people on different days. Firstly, with my family members. My dad had a week of leave from work he decided it was a good day to cross the border. It's been a while since our last visit to Malaysia anyway, and we haven't been spending much family time together so it felt great.
We arrived around evening and made our way for lunch at Kenny Rogers. It was our first time eating there and the food was okay. We then headed to shop for essentials because why not? It's so much cheaper there :-P

We also visited Popular bookstore and I came across copies of The Originals on the racks!!!! I started screaming when I saw Klaus and Elijah's faces on the cover!!!!

*Inner white girl voice* oH MY GAD I CANT EVEN


2. Meet up with my favourite girls


















6. Another meetup with ma homies

Nad, Nurina, Sajidah and I had an impromptu meet up because all of us coincidentally were going back home at the same time and it was Saj's second last day at work and she was in the mood to treat us bingsu! We headed over to Jcube and got ourselves two oreo bingsu and it was super delicious, especially after braving the dreadful hours in school. Nothing felt better than a bowl of yummy dessert, while listening to them bicker about the littlest things. We also managed to sneak in some time to gossip about work and everything else oops.