nrhaziqah.: December 2014

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Finally, the last day of 2014 is finally at its last hours and I can't help but think about the events that have happened this year. Truth be told, 2014 wasn't as great as 2013, but it was just as memorable to me. I finally turn 18 this year and I'm really happy that I'm of legal age (no difference because I don't smoke and I definitely do not drink) . I have also watched my first M18 movie with someone I got to know a couple of months back. I still can't grasp the fact that I'm already into the second term of the second semester into my year two of poly and I've barely survived the grueling weeks of school.

I am definitely glad to be blessed with health and prosperity and I'm thankful that my family members and close friends are healthy too. There were a lot of firsts this year and there were definitely ups and downs. There weren't any major changes in my life, I'm not too sure whether I should be happy or sad. I've cut ties with many people from the past because I do not see the point of me still being friends with people who only needs me whenever they need something in return. But for every loss, there is a gain and I'm really glad that I have gotten to know people whom I'd never thought I'll be friends with. 2014 is truly an eye opening year. It's funny whom I started the year with and whom I ended the year with. Despite the setbacks, I'm leaving 2014 with a smile on my face because I know that it's been worth it.

What better way to celebrate the new year than to create and set new year resolutions for yourself! I hope that by the end of 2015, I'll be able to grow at least three more centimeters, lose more weight, achieve a gpa of 3 and to get myself a part-time job. I can only think of these resolutions for now (because it has always been this few that I've yet to achieve oops), once I've gotten a list, I'll probably post an entry about it.

Let us all take a moment to reminisce both the good and bad times we've experience this year and hopefully learn from our mistakes. I hope that I will be stronger to endure the difficult times that will come in the next year and I really do hope that I get to spend more time with you and get to know you more, just like how I need to get to know myself more.

I'd like to wish everyone a Happy New Year and may 2015 be a more blissful and wonderful year for all of us.

with love, haz x

"What I'm saying is, in the end, everyone is alone, right?"

Hello there.

I think it's still to early to write the infamous end-of-the-year post since we still have two more weeks before the new year, so I shall put that topic aside for now. I haven't really kickstart my holidays right for now, been wasting time at home, slacking and having sleepovers. I'm just really happy that I can finally get some rest and some time away form school. I've been wanting to write about something here but looks like I haven't really have anything to talk about other than my boring holidays but I was browsing the internet and found some interesting tags. So I decided to do the tag and well, kill my time properly ~~and wisely.~~

Read on and enjoy knowing some new facts about me, sorry in advance if you already know all of them (which isn't the case) and if you want to do this tag, feel free to!

Question 1: How did you get your current twitter username?

Honestly speaking, I've always liked usernames that aren't related to my real name, like ssunfaeries, fadingtulips, radicalfaeries, lustfulwishes, frvrmblaqmnls and many more. So this time round, I wanted a simple username that reflects my name, and voila nrxhaz.

Question 2: What did you want to be when you were little?

I have always wanted to be a part of the fashion industry, america's next top model and project runway being my source of motivation. I have always been in love with fabric and the attention that models get whenever they walk down the runway, donning beautifully-crafted pieces and it gives me so much joy looking at them strutting their stuff. I aspired to become a fashion designer and a stylist, and I somehow hope that I'll be able to pursue that in the future, even if it takes me a long time to get there.

Question 3: if you could play any musical instrument, which would it be and why?

I'd really like to play the drums. There's something about the drum set that makes me go whoaaaaa

Question 4: What do you think you can do but can't?

Diving.

Question 5: What's more important: love, fame, power, money?

For me, fame and power doesn't really matter to me. So what if your famous or powerful for the entirely wrong reasons? Money and love are the most important, but to choose between the both is kind of tricky. Love can make one feel at the top of the world and it can also make one feel miserable as hell, so I'm going with money.

Question 6: Have you ever had an all-nighter?

Yes, for the first time in my life because of what? school.

Question 7: What's your favourite drink?

I think I may have an obsession with milk tea. I drink milk tea in school, at home, when I'm out with my friends and whenever I eat out. Not to forget, I do love caramel frappe too.

Question 8: Do you wear contacts or glasses?

I do not wear contacts because I don't really see the need of wearing it but I do wear glasses, only when I need to read chunks of texts on my laptop. I don't really need to wear my glasses because my eyesight is fine without any glasses.

Question 9: How tall are you? Do you wish you were taller, shorter or are you happy with your height?

I'm 1.6m and I kind of have this love-hate relationship with my height. I'm okay with my height because I think it's the average height (and because I'm one of the tallest among my group of friends) but it gets annoying when I see girls who are towering me. It'll be better if I get to grow a few more cms (hopefully I get to 165cm before I stop growing)

Question 10: What kind of phone do you have and what is your ringtone?

I bought myself an iPhone 6 in silver three weeks ago and I'm loving it because it's my very first time buying a phone for myself and that has got to be the most expensive item that I've ever bought. My current ringtone is the chorus for gdxtaeyang's Good Boy.

Question 11: Will you leave the house without makeup?

Yes, and I frequently leave the house without any makeup whenever I'm out with my family. I don't believe in wearing too much makeup because it'll slowly take away all of your confidence when you're not wearing it. Plus, I do need to give time for my skin to breathe!

Question 12: What is your favourite colour?

I don't have a specific type but I'm in love with purple hues and black.

Question 13: If you had to redo your entire wardrobe with two stores, what would it be and why?

Stylenanda and Forever 21, do I really need to explain?

Question 14: Who is your favourite vampire of all time?

Damon fucking Salvatore.

Question 15: Can you recall what you were doing a year ago on this day?

Probably doing the exact same thing I'm doing right now, surfing the internet.

Question 16: Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Yes, but not all the time. I'm only sarcastic when I need to bring out my point and whenever I feel like annoying someone.

Question 17: Do you always smile for pictures?

Yes............I love taking pictures and I can't help but smile when someone takes my picture.

Question 18: How many languages can you speak/understand?

English, Malay, Korean and a little bit of Mandarin. I don't know how to speak korean or mandarin well but I understand it pretty well.

Question 19: What was the last movie that you watched?

I watched 22 Jump Street with my lil sister and cousin last wednesday night and it was hilarious!

Question 20: What do you do whenever you're feeling upset or sad?

I'd usually isolate myself for a while and listen to music on loud volume. If I'm still feeling sad or upset, I'd talk to my friends and confide to them.

So I guess that's the end of the tag. I originally planned on only using up an hour for this post but guess how long it took me to do this....I'll give you cookies if you guess correctly. I guessed I spent my Sunday evening very well. At least after reading this post, you'll get to know new stuffs about me (I guess) Excited for tomorrow, till the next post!

Hello there, yes it's me.

As you all may know, it's finally the last day of school today and it marks the start of the term break yay! I'm kinda feeling bittersweet about holidays, firstly because I wouldn't meet my friends every single day and also I'll probably be slacking at home but I'm kind of happy that I'm able to get away from school for a period of time.

Today, my coursemates and I have this "festival" for us to showcase our application ideas to people from IT companies and from the industry. Well, let's say that my thoughts about the festival and the real festival didn't really align. The first thing when I heard the words "Wicked Festival" is balloon streamers hanging on the walls, music blasting, crowds of people entering the venue and listening to students explaining about their prototypes and all that. In actual fact, it wasn't a festival at all. The venue for my wicked festival, my classroom, looks the same and there wasn't any loud music or batucada members performing (haha kidding). I was pretty disappointed at first but then I figured the calm and soothing atmosphere was better.

We had about a month to come out with a mobile application idea and we are to display our progress for CAs. Honestly speaking, me and kai were really nervous about explaining our application to industry people because they are more knowledgeable in application making and all of the aspects of IT and most importantly, it was our first time explaining our own app idea. I was pretty psyched to showcase our application and the running prototype because I really like doing this kind of thing. I can say that showcasing (I know that's not the proper term but let's use that for now) is one of my forte.

We were told to attract as many industry people's attention and make them come to our booth so that we will get more marks and the possibility of getting better grades is higher. Alas, the both of us tried our very best to make every single one of the judges to approach our booth and sell our product. I felt really good when we managed to bring everyone to our booth and we were really confident in promoting our application idea. It was so much better to get so much positive feedback from the judges and hearing that everyone liked our idea really made my day.

After the last judge gave her opinions and wished us luck, the both of us looked at each other and at that moment, we both felt the huge burden lifted off our shoulders and we immediately hugged each other. Only God knows how may sleepless nights we had to pull just to complete this project and we had so much problems doing this project because of a dead member and it was very calming and assuring to hug Kailee after hearing so much good compliments from people who are experts in the field.

So after the festival, we met up with Nina and Nini, who were also doing their showcase at the same timing as us and we went for lunch at JEM. All of us didn't feel like going home straight because we wanted to spend the last day of school together. We just spent the rest of the afternoon sitting down and talking about school and everything else. It was a nice end to the great day in school.

Now, as I'm writing the post, I am still thinking about school and the fact that there wouldn't be any school for three weeks...........hmmmm.........

yes, we took a picture outside the classroom to mark the end of the term hehe

(kailee didn't want to join in :c but I bet ya she'll be taller than everyone of us hehe)

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